DAYS WITHOUT HIM :'(

Itong blog na ito ay para sa pinaka mamahal ko, alam ko na bawal kamipag relasyon sa kapwa lalaki, pero mahal ko siya eh, ngayon na handang handa na akong ipakita sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko, doon pa siya nakahanap ng mamahalin :(((

I stopped talking to you because you’re complicated, you don’t know what you want, you have too many outside influences navigating your life, and you aren’t upfront with your feelings or what you want to say. I think among everything I want in a friendship or relationship, the most important thing to me is honesty.

I want to be in a relationship. Loneliness stealthily creeps in whenever I see a couple from a distance hugging and holding each other. That’s when I look to my left shoulder and wish your presence was here but there was nothing. It’s the comfort that I look for that’s making me wanting to be in a relationship. Comfort, to be comfortable around that one person. I guess I will have to wait.

We Stopped Talking Because 1. I can’t be just friends with you. 2. I was the only one putting in effort. 3. You got in a relationship & forgot about your friends. 4. You changed. You’re not the same person I first got to know. 5. You’ve changed into the person you said you WOULDN’T be.

hahaa!

Do not FLIRT when you are in a relationship. Just don’t. I mean if you are in a relationship, it’s not cute or funny in any way for you to go off and flirt with someone else. You’re with someone who is possibly hurting or jealous, because you go off and do such things. Sometimes, this person you’re with will say it’s okay, but it’s because they put up with it, only because they adore you to pieces, they LOVE or LIKE YOU A LOT, and they don’t want to lose you. THINK BEFORE YOU DO SUCH ACTION. Consider the people who will be affected or get hurt when you do it.

You’re like a monkey bar and I held on. It was fun at first just hanging there, feet far off the ground, but then I started to get blisters, and my hands they started to sweat. I started to slip, but I continued to hold on, adjusting my hands to make them stay, but eventually I figured out that it really was time to let go. =’(




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I want a relationship where you’re totally comfortable around each other, and there’s no pressure to act a certain way. There’s no awkward moments. You can be weird and lazy when you’re together, make fun of each other, tickle each other, and then just laugh it off like you’re best friends because you are. A relationship where you call each other nicknames and there is lots and lots of laughing involved in the time you spend together, but you can also be serious. You can just be yourself, with the comfort of knowing that’s what the other person loves the most.

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If you regularly send messages to your friends, usually they won’t text you back. But if you send them a message using a new number, everyone will reply, “Who you?”, it is because most people have plenty of time for the UNKNOWN but not as much for the KNOWN. #UglyTruth

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I want to be in a cute relationship. The ones where you sleep over at each other’s houses just to be with them. The ones when there’s always honesty and no secrets lying around. The ones where the person means the world to you, no matter what happens. I’d love to have a relationship like that. ;) hehe